I fear I'm starting to bore you
I fear I'm tearing thoughts unwilling
distance is the killer
itching in my body that no scratching will satisfy makes me want to scream and hurt and tear off my skin and tear out my hair in clumps
the music started and everyone lined up to dance with the pretty girl while the audience clapped and cheered and laughed, the pressure, you have to do it! it's a hungarian tradition, the guilt, you can play guitar in front of lots of people why can't you go dance with the girl, it's easy, you're being stupid, I just can't do it, if I go up there I won't be able to move, reminding me of darker times when everything I did was forced and threatened, fear and tears fear fear frozen fear and tears
you burn my eyes and ears
my body my mind can't take the pain
it's a feeling it's a threat
hide away full of regret
credits
released March 30, 2016
Erinn Urach - guitar/vox/percussion
Joel Degotardi - vox/percussion
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